I am writing this post just to break the trend. Blogger is now able to show the stats for your blog, and it is totally not required for mine. Probably nobody will ever read this blog anymore except myself when I remember, but every time I read my blog it has always been immensely interesting to see how I have changed, some for the better, some for the worse. It is queerly fascinating to be able to read my own thoughts from the past.
So many things have changed I do not know where to start from.
i just realized i was writing in formal caps and sentences like an email - stop it.
only when i saw my blog entry then i realized the turmoil i felt during my masters. i can recall my struggles, but no longer feel it the way it was described in my entry. that was the grey period, learning to have faith without sight. i miss not documenting as much as i did in the past - now i cannot trace how God has changed me in the past 2 years. from the school to the battlefield. now that i have gotten past the grey period, i feel like a totally different person.
no longer so neat.
no longer so organized.
no longer a plant-killer.
no longer a dog-only-lover.
no longer…
able to think. maybe that is why i stopped blogging. try again another day.