so happy for u angeline and alvin.
why do i repel buses. murphy's law is perfectly demonstrated in my life. by the grace of God i am still alive. this world is not my home.
i was walking down the street the other day, thinking i should keep my thoughts in a little bottle for you - the poetic moments, the sun, the wind (or the lack thereof), the way the grass stands so still. i wanted to say i missed you.
i'm so broken, so useless. trying to figure out the way ahead, and you showed me, but i am afraid. you know how often i am so fearful, so unable, scared to death. the burden grows heavy in my heart, on my shoulders, yet there is none to help bear. i guess i was shrinking from the door you have opened. it is dark beyond, i cannot see. i cannot sense your presence guiding me. still i know you have never left me. as i look back at the mountain peaks and the deep valleys, the winding paths and precarious cliffs, i know you were there. and now, i must have faith. only, hold my hand, lead me on, into the land of promise, into your rest.
