15 July.
the last pie, the last bagel. the unfinished errands. the loose ends. the unexpected tool in the unfolding of events. on the way to my transportation, i feel it. the shrinking back into my shell.
the hours of entertainment on the plane, i sense it. the emptiness. unfulfilling. a glance at the lights on the ceiling and i remember the starry hosts.
bleary eyed, wondering whether the fragile items will come on the belt. ah singapore, the city of renovations. went the wrong way for the exit. stuck in a long queue for the taxi. welcome back to squeezy singapore. hey illiteration!
dunked back into this manicured landscape, what monster would i become?
the clothes the bags the eyes glued to the tv. the bleak landscape, with things out of joint. what was i expecting? everyone was mad, everyone was angry. the roles are not played, the needs are not met. where should i begin, how should i start?
i got lost again in singapore. my incompetency almost always guarantees me a hiking trip. new toys: spray paint, paint, hammer, glue, cardboard, paper, scissors, measuring tape. my childhood toys of building blocks had a long influence eh.
a day of meeting humans and plants. nice and friendly coursemates, just 15 of us, at the singapore garden festival. what a hot sun, what a torrential rain! no wonder the festival is held indoors. i should be starting sch 10aug instead on 2aug i think. 3 new plants! pretty pretty. now i've got my gardener watching over the one sitting on my desk :)
singapore is noisy.
the sun does not set at 5.30pm.
my stamina was greatly improved by the new zealand trip.
after nz, all other landscapes are just bland to the taste. no more yumminess :\
national day is coming soon. they started their musical brainwashing in ntuc ytd.
durians are in season!
somehow it is easier to swim in singapore poolwaters.
the moon is celebrating its roundness soon.
my cousin's baby girl is 1mth old.
thankful for your leading all the way, although i am often so distracted, so dense.
Savior, like a shepherd lead us, much we need Thy tender care;
In Thy pleasant pastures feed us, for our use Thy folds prepare.
Blessèd Jesus, blessèd Jesus! Thou hast bought us, Thine we are.
Blessèd Jesus, blessèd Jesus! Thou hast bought us, Thine we are.
We are Thine, Thou dost befriend us, be the guardian of our way;
Keep Thy flock, from sin defend us, seek us when we go astray.
Blessèd Jesus, blessèd Jesus! Hear, O hear us when we pray.
Blessèd Jesus, blessèd Jesus! Hear, O hear us when we pray.
Thou hast promised to receive us, poor and sinful though we be;
Thou hast mercy to relieve us, grace to cleanse and power to free.
Blessèd Jesus, blessèd Jesus! We will early turn to Thee.
Blessèd Jesus, blessèd Jesus! We will early turn to Thee.
Early let us seek Thy favor, early let us do Thy will;
Blessèd Lord and only Savior, with Thy love our bosoms fill.
Blessèd Jesus, blessèd Jesus! Thou hast loved us, love us still.
Blessèd Jesus, blessèd Jesus! Thou hast loved us, love us still.
BAaaaa.says a black sheep,glad and happy to see clearly once again her dear Shepherd :)