feeling sick from the chocolate
feeling tired and tortured from the neighbour-war
the headache, the strain in the brain, that makes people want to inflict harm on themselves so at least the pain becomes something you can understand and control
they refused to keep quiet. no more. it is now music all day.
woke up with the ear plug gone but ear still stuck.
the hail outside is a good expression of what's inside.
this is one of the times when it is so hard to look on the bright side
even if i try it seems as if i'm just trying to put skeletons into a nice rainbow coloured gown. hypocrisy. wretchedness all dressed up.