ah! i am so dumb! i just denied myself the chance of going for 'Design Guidelines for Licensed Venues' - a world first publication to help designers, planners, architects, decorators and licensees improve safety in licensed venues through innovative design approaches.
sads. so many things i wanted to do. so many places i wanted to go to. i just missed the shelter exhibition at fed sq. so many other exhibitions i want to go to but so many other things are weighing me down. u say i could've asked for help? i tried but no one was interested. those who are able wouldn't. those who are unable would. the irony of life.
so many other things, often forgotten and recalled at a wrong time. i shall just let them float away into space.