Friday, November 28, 2008 @
it's a battle. i am so tired.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @
"Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Willing is not enough; we must
do". Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
Psa 90:12 So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom.
Pro 13:4 The soul of the sluggard desireth, and hath nothing: but the soul of the diligent shall be made fat.
James 1:22 But be ye doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving your own selves. so many things to say but not knowing where to start. so i shall just wait for a better time.
Friday, November 14, 2008 @ home sweet home
the first day back in singapore! not very eventful but it's not as hard clicking back into place this time :)
packed my notes and luggage in the morning. helped clean up the house. got prepaid phonecard. went for a swim (after so long!). enjoyed the first sunset. missed the first rain. dad is still going strong with his karaoke passion. going to go pack my table and clothes later.
the air just hugs you and wouldn't let go. hot hot hot. the sweat envelopes you and turns you into blue tack. sticky. ok it's hard to be poetic with karaoke blasting in your ear ok. haha i'll try another day. but it's nice to finally feel awake again. and have nice windows. and not having to battle with the elements coming through them.
the smell of melbourne. it is always so distinct when i get back.
Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ a series of unfortunate events
accidents in the middle of the night are not funny and the cleaning up is not fun. the law of gravity has been too heavy on me recently.
just had a powder bath. not a normal one though. it's a coffee powder bath. right in the middle of the kitchen which was sparkling clean from the wall to the table top to the floor until i rained the coffee on it. roars. i don't really like that coffee powder, but the agony is in the cleaning up and the futility of all the meticulous scrubbing i did in the afternoon.
vanity of vanity. all is vanity. all coming to nought. indeed sometimes you just have to not care too much. they are really not important anyway. but here i am complaining cos it's just so hard to let go.
being annoyed at myself now. why so accident prone, so pea brained, so careless, so blur, so useless. dumb. yucks. i abhor u.
i think God has a sense of humour.
Monday, November 3, 2008 @ breathe
'fetch!'
he ran after the frisbee, reaching it as it drops to the ground. tripping over himself, he ended up lying on the ground, and decided to stay at that position till his mistress comes.
'no, fetch!' she squats down and refuses to move to him.
he finally got the idea. then he proceeded to bring the frisbee to her, dropping it numerous times along the way being unable to get a good grip of it.
haha what a dog. then when i was doing crunches he came around and gave me a lick, probably curious at this foreign object on the ground. haha dogs never fail to amuse me with their antics.
lying on the freshly cut grass, staring at the fluffy clouds floating across the sky, i can imagine myself in a little plane high high up in the blue blue sky on the way back to sunny singapore. it will become reality in exactly 10 days! :)